Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in fateswingspread's LiveJournal:

Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
4:50 pm	Friend Friends! Friends Only I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess See me jump through hoops for you You stand there watching me performing What exactly do you do? Have you ever thought it's you that's boring? Who the hell are you? I'm looking for friends to add me and realize that my emotions run rampid and sometimes get the best of me. Current Mood: crappy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 28th, 2005
6:49 am	UGHHHH I wanna Draw Friends Cut I cut 19 journals from my friends list some of them I've known for a really long time but they were getting so shallow. So if your journal is one of those 19, and want to be readded. Comment here and I shall do so. (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 24th, 2005
4:48 pm	I am totally confused on my major melodramatic mood swings. One week I'm totally down and this week, wow, talk about a natural high! Yesterday I was just OFF THE FUCKING WALL. I was a bit more subdued today, maybe not so. Somehow, I'm gaining weight (wtf? Say it with me again, wtf?). I'm starting to notice a little pudge in my stomach. Maybe it's the period bloatedness because I cannot gain pudge from all the working out I still do. I'm not sure that I still actually want to go to the actual semiformal because essentially it's all the planning and the things before hand that are fun. It's wicked fun finding a dress, decorating, finding shoes. Maybe I'll save everything and just skip the semiformal altogether. What's the guaruntee that something bad won't happen again? Maybe I'm safer at home. And I don't get why people don't trust me with pictures. :[ I don't need a chaperone to look at pictures! I'm not gonna take out each and every one of them and rip them apart. I mean, I do have scissors. Give me a little more credit than that, please. So, I guess this entry was more a rambling than anything. I just wanted to relay this message to my EmotionsTM, what the fuck are you on? Sometimes I get my emotions confused and cry when I'm really angry and occasionally throw glasses at the wall, but that's just me. I think I might need an anger management type thing because I hold grudges for a really long time. And also remember useless information like how the characters on the Passions soap opera are connected to each other through an intricate and substantiated web of lies, miscommunications, and partial kidnapppings. But yet, I don't remember what I did yesterday. I am way far from normal compared to the rest of my family. Why am I so crazy? Sometimes I want to be normal and not talk because that'd be nice. I'm sure that everyone else would think it nice. THUS, I shall wear my glasses tomorrow and attempt to be smart... Who knows how the fuck that'll go? ETA: PS., hair falling out? Hair falling out like crazy? Do I need more protein? I need to get me some mo' vitamins. feeling: wtf? hearing: Sex is Not the Enemy by Garbage (Comment on this)